I just finished watching various channels on YouTube about 'Principles' and gathering the determination to become more than myself. I've come to realize it's not about motivation or the things I want. It's about looking to the future - at my future me. Who do I want to be? Where would my focus lie if … Continue reading It’s your life.
Tag: mental-health
Okay, okay.
Plenty of times have I found myself feeling mediocre or simply not enough. I think I posted about it - reflecting on my blind analysis of my self-prescribed lack of...ability. Days went by and weeks went by. Always in self-reflecting thoughts about how I wish I were more or I wish I could do more. … Continue reading Okay, okay.
Overcoming
Continuing on from before... At the end of 2025 I wrote about conjuring a new existence. A new "me." It wasn't something just to post about. I've been relentlessly thinking about this since before posting and even until now. 2026 just feels different. There are things I want to do and parts of my personality … Continue reading Overcoming
Conjuring a new existence
Have you ever wanted to kill... you? I don't mean the dramatic, possibly bloody version of actually physically getting rid of your own consciousness. I mean wanting to kill the you of today. Acquiring a new personality or at least destroying/revamping parts of your current? I've been continuously thinking of my own flaws. The things … Continue reading Conjuring a new existence
Niko in Japan 