Have you ever wanted to kill... you? I don't mean the dramatic, possibly bloody version of actually physically getting rid of your own consciousness. I mean wanting to kill the you of today. Acquiring a new personality or at least destroying/revamping parts of your current? I've been continuously thinking of my own flaws. The things … Continue reading Conjuring a new existence
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日本語は以下 There's a book by James Clear called Atomic Habits. I wasn't much of a reader until recently going deeper in my self-development process. However, I decided to get into it and found that this book sheds light on a very valuable idea. How to become better at something, 1% at a time, every day. … Continue reading 1%
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日本語は以下 It's been two and a half years since I last wrote a post. I don't even know how I let that happen. I can easily say that I've been busy...but I mean it's been two and a half years. That's a lot of time to claim being busy. Long story short... ・I have been … Continue reading Quick update
Change your own mood // 自分の気分を変える
It's really easy to be lazy. It's convenient, there's no pressure, no sense of stress, no worries -- just your bed, Netflix, and whatever else you want. I was sick recently: I had a fever, sore throat; the typical things. After days of that, I became so lazy I pretty much used it as a … Continue reading Change your own mood // 自分の気分を変える
Against yourself / 自分に対して
日本語は下にある This one will be fast, but just a thought: We sometimes have goals on self-improvement. Maybe a new hobby to take up. A new challenge to try and face? A part of ourselves that we want to grow. It doesn't really matter what it is, but what matters is that we don't give up. … Continue reading Against yourself / 自分に対して
Spring! / 春！
The two Year mark (日本語は以下) Spring is here and I've settled into my new job by now. I've been in Japan now for two years. TWO! I still remember getting off the plane and knowing nothing about where I was, but I'm more than used to it at this point. My love for this place … Continue reading Spring! / 春！
Entering 2019 / 2019年の開始
ENGLISH (日本語は以下にあります） Flashbacks It's been a long time since I've posted, even though I promised myself I'd try to post weekly or at least monthly. I ended up busy enough that procrastinating the blog made sense. Leaving my job, moving (still looking for a new place), trying to settle into my new job, etc. When … Continue reading Entering 2019 / 2019年の開始
Monotone View / 単調視点
ENGLISH Some people see life as having just black and white. Good or bad. If something bad happens, it's the worst thing in the world and they let it become a part of them. They complain, play the victim card, blame others. Some people even start to use it as an excuse as to why … Continue reading Monotone View / 単調視点
The First Year / 最初の一年
English It's been a year already. The end of March marked my first year in Japan and outside of America. The main thing I can say from the experience is never let doubt stop you from taking an opportunity. I say that because I hesitated for a second before coming. I asked myself "what if … Continue reading The First Year / 最初の一年
Changing Yourself / 自分を変えること
English The Old I'm sure it's not just me, but I sometimes need to force myself to try again when I slip. I tell myself I'm going to study every day or I'm going to do something continuously, but then I eventually realize it's been a while that I've studied or did that something. We … Continue reading Changing Yourself / 自分を変えること
Niko in Japan 